do i smell funny?? seriously!

why is it that i can never find someone to come to concerts with me??
am i that repulsive?

it's slowly and painfully been made clear to me that my friends and i don't really share the same taste in music. they listen to britney spears, i listen to bright eyes. they listen to jessica simpson and i listen to jenny lewis. they listen to avril livigne and i listen to arcade fire. this could go on forever...and i'm getting worried. my friends are very dear to me. but so is my music and it's getting harder and harder to not have anyone to share this part of my life with. not anyone within a 500 mile radius at least. but what can i do, pick up some new friends at a concert? no. you cant meet people at concerts. or atleast i don't know how to. i'm always the luckly girl at a concert all by her lonesome getting hit on by sleezly guys trying to get laid. not really into that. at least not yet. not that desperate. yet.

this all came from the fact that i have tickets to okkervil river and can't find a single fucking person to go with me. it's a free ticket to a great show. i'm not asking for any money. free show. free limor time. free music. and still nobody. this is fucking bullshit. bull.shit.
i don't want to stop going to concerts. but i'm sick of going alone. i want to share this pleasure with someone else. ahhhhhhhhh. now i'm getting readlly frustrated.

probably nobody's even going to read this post.
but if you do
wanna come see okkervil river at webster hall tomorrow night?

god i'm pathetic.